this is me not smiling

okay, (i shouldn't really start a sentence with "okay", alright, but still), that was a lot of commas.

RIGHT.

now.

this is me in between depression and mania and so this is a SUCKFEST.

(the door just slammed and i jumped. i do NOT like that feeling.)

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whale.

i feel like one.

a beached one.

a helpless beached one on the verge of insanity.

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-insert whale noises-

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it's raining and i hate it. the bloody weather and the bloody people and the bloody dinner.

and OH blow it all.

i'd like to swear but i'm trying not to be hypocritical even though we all are actually underneath it all and SO this is me in between depression and mania AND digressing into the stupid, stupid, stupid little things.

i need a break.